under construction

sorry about the mess. if you've come to find the old boring blog a la beth, it's gone. i've decided to vamp it up a bit, but halfway through i've lost the motivation to continue. it's way past my bedtime, and after a long week of efy you'd think i'd crash. nope. i'm awake, reconstructing my blog of all things. in a weird way, my life is under construction too.
i sat in a morning meeting at efy this week and made a list of questions.
where am i going to live?
where am i going to work?
what ward am i going to attend?
who am i going to live with?
when will i get married?
will i meet my husband at church?
what's the Lord's plan for me?
when will i start my running schedule again?

the list went on. obviously i wasn't paying much attention to the morning meeting, but let myself get lost in the thoughts of my life under construction. i've said it before, and i'll say it again...i know it will all pan out the way it's supposed to. still....patience was never one of my top notch qualities.
but guess what. something happened today that reminded me that i need to calm down. reprioritize. recognize what's important. want to try harder. be better.
and now it's hit me. no, not some great realization of what to do next. sleep. tired eyes.

i'll make sure to keep you posted on the hunt for job and home and life. how about we both keep an eye out for the future mr. bethany. great, i think it's a fantastic idea as well.