hey there

so i haven't really been blogging lately. i know it's stupid to say i've been busy, even though i have been.
icing on the cake (no pun intended) i've been on a pretty strict meal and exercise plan. i'm part of a competition at work...and it's a pretty big deal. it's exciting, and i like the structure. but let's be clear...there is no cake. no cookies. no homemade banana bread. there's not alot of things. but i'm happy with my menu, and it's been getting me to the gym with my brothers, which i love. tonight was the test. i made dinner for the fam tonight, and i wasn't allowed to eat any of it. spaghetti. french bread. strawberry shortcake. sounds good, eh? i can't complain. i get a 1/2 cup of cottage cheese at 9.
this weekend is conference. I always look forward to conference, and i'm a little bummed i have to work on saturday. i look forward to sunday. church in your pajamas? sign me up.

i still feel like i have alot of unanswered questions in my life. lately, i'm trying to tell myself that's okay. i don't have to have all the answers all the time.

ps. i got to talk to my grandparents tonight. i love them. i'm excited to see them this weekend :)