isn't it ironic

i keep learning things about myself. i wish i could say they were all good things. sometimes it's embarassing things. sometimes humiliating. sometimes (if i'm lucky...) they're good things. i had a phone conversation tonight that would have knocked your socks right off. two of them actually. i'm going to go ahead and say that both of them were life changing.
just when you think you've got things figured out (kind of) you figure out that someone else has you figured out....only better. i don't even know if that makes sense. i'm still trying to figure it out myself....

i've got alot to think about, people.