and i need to stop. i figure it's got to be just as easy as quiting smoking, or going on a non-sugar diet...which basically means i will be like this for the rest of my life.
i've had a few good chats about this with a few close friends. it always ends in tears...and no cure. i've been told to take what other people think as constructive critisim. take it, make myself better, and then throw out the rest. i will never make everyone happy, so in the end (as selfish as it sounds) i've got to make sure that I am happy.
alot easier than it sounds.
until then, you let me know if you need anything.