motivation. motivation to work out. after my no cookie contest, i never wanted to work out again. i was burnt out. i think mostly because it's something i had to do. now i want it to be a choice i make. there are some things that i just dont like.
example. reading. i'm not a big reader. but...i would like that to change. therefore, i joined a bookclub.
i don't like to work out. if it doesn't happen, i dont cry myself to sleep. but, i've been feeling tired lately - all the time. i think part of that is because i'm on my feet all day at work. i think a big part of that is i just come home and chill at night. i would really love to start running again, but now it's cold. snow is on it's way. and i like to be warm, and preferably dry.
will a gym membership go to waste? can i afford a gym membership? will i stick with it? will i hate it? these might all sound like silly questions, but i'm used to my life being chuck full of silly quesitons.
i think i just need to hunker down and join a gym. any suggestions on my quest to get more energy and feel better through exercise? (if i can buckle down and actually do it.....)