i do what i want

and i want to go to bed early. is that too much to ask?

i've been horrible about getting to bed at a good time lately, and i'm afraid its caught up to me. on my way home from work today i called my mom. she asked me what my plans were for the night. i told her i was going to come home, put on my pajamas, watch hgtv, and go to bed early. when my mom told me she was jealous, i knew there was nothing to be ashamed of.

and here i sit. and icing on the cake - season premiere of my new favorite show property brothers is on tonight. hot dang.

ps. while talking to my mom we also talked about my childhood history of night terrors. and my adult history and sleepwalking. and my current history of talking in my sleep. and trying to figure out what causes such things. lets just say that i've been googling alot whilst watching hgtv.

pps. what do you do when you find out some of your closest married friends got a stellar job offer in atlanta and will be moving in january?
cry?
shop for plane tickets?
BOTH.
so excited for them, but starting to realize how different it will be without them here. forget googling night terrors, i think i'll get back to shopping for plane tickets....